spin around this garden of hope ;
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 11:18 PM
hmm..havent updated in a long long while. but i guess no one comes here anyway. haha.
hmmm..now having holidays. it's such a good nice feeling to be on holiday and have nothing bothering your mind. mm..having to be in year 3 in another month's time certainly seems daunting to me. sigh.. hmm..i miss my classmates suddenly. deborah, zhige, karryn, charlane, kelly, jiayun, looyee!! ahhh.
recently, at the Sentosa Flowers, i got to know this guy. whose quite sweet, in NUS now. mm..we went out for movies [just follow law, music and lyrics], dinner and window shopping. apparently, he says that he likes me but im rather confused as to what i feel for him. hmmm..im kinda void of feelings now. just a little scared of going ito a relationship, especially since the past one was quite a nightmare in some way. :P hmm..but on the other hand, i dun wish to reject him and make him hurt in any way. everything's great aout him (so far) but some things that makes me a little apprehensive about accepting him are:
no1. he smokes. 2. he quite frequently goes pubs with his friends. 3. he's not a christian. 4. his not-quite-good skin complexion.
mm..yesterday, i sat on a motorbike for the first time!! so fun i tell you (: but a little scary as well. cos i felt like i might fly off my seat any time. haha. and i dun like wearing the helmet, makes my head heavy and stuffed inside like a mushroom. :P
i miss all of you. take care loads..
