spin around this garden of hope ;
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 6:46 AM
feeling quite insecure now. i wonder why.. sigh.
maybe its the chill wind. or maybe cos my mentor assessing me tomorrow for language arts lesson. Qihuan wouldnt be at the childcare with me :( *sobs. im so going to die without her.
hmm..was online just now. and a very-super-long-never-talk-to-him friend talked to me. i thought it was so weird. i wonder why.. maybe boredom? i hope it isnt because of anything else, haha. cos' we not even close. well, anyways, that person asked for a birthday present! haha.
so i suppose that's the purpose of talking to me? haha. wells, anyway, i agreed. but that person wanted a shoe. and shoes can be so hard to buy!! esp when i dunno the size and which design the person likes. :P hmm..i still find him 'suspicious'. i think i read too much into him le. oops.
hmmm. i must admit. i really still feel very very sad. because i havent seen or talked to someone after since the person 'left'. sad-ded. :'(
wat have i done wrong? am i still not forgiven? sigh. im really not wat that person imagines me to be lahh.
God, please help that person forgive me. and please restore this broken friendship.
