spin around this garden of hope ;
Saturday, October 28, 2006 @ 12:51 AM
whee. yet another saturday. am glad its saturday though. the long hours in school are killing me. and there seems to be a whole load of assignments to do. though most of them havent start yet. haha. a lot of group work.. :P a bit hard to do if lots of people have to get together. BUT :) at least all my group members are nice nice people. Thank God for them :)
home alone today. planning to go library later to find children's books. hopefully can find really good ones, effective for teaching (:
the song im listening to now [RUN by Snow patrol] is so absolutely depressing... sighs. whenever i hear the opening tune of the song..im reminded of all those hurtful stuffs. my heart sinking already la :( but oh well. must be positive..
some people can just be so mean. well, of course everyone will be self-centred at times.. but it shouldnt be to the extent of hurting others. sigh ): it really hurts to lose a friend. although i must admit that my situation is not as bad compared to others.. hmmm.
i guess i just dun seem to understand why that person cant seem to let go of it and move on. holding on to past mistakes will only deepen our hurts, wouldnt it?..
that person says, "i need time to be alone for a while" and needs to keep a distance.. but. i can never trust these words. cos its so not true :( a while will be forever....
hmm.anyways, im getting over it already. my mum says that she can feel my sadness.. haha. i guess its because its too overwhelming that im so distraught at home. cant seem to do a single thing.. im like just wandering around the house aimlessly with a sad face :P
my mum says life's not worth getting upset over minor stuffs. mm..perhaps, maybe ive been thinking too much.. exaggerating the situation of things.
i can only hope for the best.. hopefully, i'll be completely forgiven and that everything will go well once again...
