spin around this garden of hope ;
Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 8:35 PM
everyone has to strengthen up at various points in their life. how tough it is sometimes.. especially when the mind is unable to let go of the emotional burdens. how is it like to experience a loss? perhaps everyone has gone through such trials before.. be it minor or turbulent circumstances.
oh sigh. i think im being too pessimistic. but then. i really really dun want to lose anyone. i wonder if anything terrible will happen in the near future. i dun wish to think about it, but it really troubles me. especially when its so evident that things have changed much over the weeks. even a thousand drops of tears wouldnt revive any situation.
maybe its those times when you are about to lose something, that you really begin to give a thought as to what u could have done instead. wishing that one can easily turn back time to rectify any mistakes.
i seriously dun know wat to do. i feel so lost sometimes. cos the only person whom you wish to talk to..is the one who has hurt you.
thankfully for nice friends, it makes life much brighter. like deborah, zhige, karryn, charlane, qihuan, kelly :).. and for dear zacheus who eases my hurts whenever i think of him.
thankfully for nice friends, it makes life much brighter. like deborah, zhige, karryn, charlane, qihuan, kelly :).. and for dear zacheus who eases my hurts whenever i think of him.
